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Intro
01:28
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Heaven's Free
02:26
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Win some, lose most
Hey, old man
Heard you’re serving up hope
I need a stiff motherfucker
For the lump in my throat
That voice is calling out and
I won’t bother to fight it
I don’t mean to plead
Give me sweet relief
If I don’t die this time
Maybe I’ll learn my lesson
A six shooter, a knife and a bottle
The hole inside my heading starting to feel so hollow
A six shooter, some pills, and a bullet
Finger on the trigger, can I fucking pull it?
Brown booze and blurred lines
I’m stuck in the thick of it
How many more nights
Can I spend being dope sick?
Spent my last long dollar, to pay for a dream
Cuz maybe heavens free, but baby not for me
Five in the chamber, one in my skull
Everyone tell mama her boy’s coming home
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Shackled
02:09
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Shackled by the bounds of what I’ve come to know
A shallow grave that I call my own
Chew me up, spit me out
And it’s easy to see beyond a shadow of doubt
That I’m a product of all my mistakes
A reject from heaven’s gates
Collect the debt that I couldn’t repay
And gave it up before I found a way
Shackled to this hollow shell
Hollow shell of destitute
Two fists to bear the weight of a lifetime tempting fate
An endless cycle, tied to this pain like a ball to a chain
Shackled to this hollow shell
Hollow shell of destitute
Born to resent, forced to repent
And drown in discontent
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Stress Response
02:52
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No love, no peace
I got no way to release
The vicious weight of this stress
It claws it’s way inside my chest
I let it fall right through my fingertips
And I think I’m losing grip
A hallowed hope
Shooting down my spine again
Into the other side
Staring straight at all that’s been
I’m taking the long way home
Relish in the time that I spend alone
These walls keep closing in
It works its way inside my skin
No love, no peace,
I got no way to release
The vicious weight of this stress
It claws it’s way inside my chest
There’s no relief
When I can’t fucking breathe
The vicious weight of this stress
It claws it’s way inside my chest
Come walk a mile in my shoes
Come take a look at the world from my point of view
Living a lie that I can’t refuse
Where there’s no way out but through
My fingers gripping to the edge
I scream again, and again and again
The anguish burrows in my head
Its all Ive ever known
The only feeling I call home
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5. |
Crutch
00:58
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Time ticking away
Pressure on my back
A lifetime struggle standing on my own
Internal peace that I’ve never known
You got a cold heart, but I know one colder
I walk this earth looking over my shoulder
You think you know yourself? I know you better
I’m pushing back, applying the pressure
Skin cold to the touch
Don’t need you to be my crutch
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COMPLEX California
SJHC /// HEAVEN’S FREE
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